Night Night my darling. It's a constant fight my love. As I spend time up my allotment and sow and plant I realise all we are all here for as my plants are is to grow serve our purpose and die. Thats what lifes all about. Your purpose my love was never completely fulfilled. As some of the plants I grow and nurture never always come to futrution . Thats why the flowers you have will always be replaced because its the only way I have of having constant life that you deserved. Miss you my darling . Love me xxz