Night Night my darling. I miss you so much. I'm being an arse. I don't know where the f**k I'm going. The Old alcohol is doing its best. I'm on top of Christmas I think. Your worrys of me are justified. But tina my love ill fight. Our grandchildren will get me out of it. My little lady that I see every day is precious. I wish I could see logi more. Life is a constant struggle. I'm alive. It's all to precious. Stay with me my darling. I need you more than ever. See you soon my darling. Xxx